guess who's back...

well, i can say i am back all i want.... but i'm only 50% back... i still feel shitty and i am still very weak... but i am actually at my desk at work today so i am feel better... that was hell i tell ya... then i get in and hear that my good friend kim, i've talked about her before, is home and throwing up ..... ugh! i feel for her.. TRUST ME... been there this weekend... what torture! my fingers are having a hard time typing cause i'm so weak... i think i ate maybe once in four days... everything else made me sick... so i lost like 10 lbs and look scarey and ugly right now... pale, nasty... just not good... i'll be back after i have some oatmeal... i'm gonna start off eating something more bland... it's good to be back though... can't wait till i'm 100%.