death bed....

just wanted to quickly check in to say sorry for not posting in a few days... i think this is the first time since i have started this blog, that i have not posted in this long... but i have been on my death bed, seriously.... i have the flu so bad... it has taken over my entire body and left me in shambles and an utter mess on my couch.. for the last 3 days... it has been hell... i do not wish this on anyone! today is the better of the days so far... but saturday and yesterday i was literally crying to myself on my couch.. from being so achy it's not even funny.... i'll be back when i feel better... wish me luck! ugh... i actually wish i was at work.. so you KNOW i feel shitty~!